See.. Now That Ain't Right!

This dream woke me with a start haha.. Although if it had continued like i wanted it to i doubt i would have woken up for a couple of days.

I have an odd mind.

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Struggling to remember a majority of the dream, i think it started outside, somewhere in a city or a game world maybe?

I remember a train, having to climb a wall of ivy and abnormally large leaves that held my weight, many people i know and dont know were with me here or there, three traveling with me one minute, alone the next, then a crowd congratulating me on some sort of successful adventure thingy i went on with others?

No clue.. But i do remember throughout my "missions" and quests and such, there was a woman.

This woman i felt i knew but of course she didnt look familiar enough to recall who now.

I saw her everywhere. I do believe at one point we were informed someone (insert evil bad guy for dream) was after us and that they were to kill us (of course, never lacking in the theatrics). I dont think throughout the dream i saw this man that was after us, but towards the end i do recall getting one of those "maybe he was in disguise and with us all along?" feelings.

Anyhow back to the woman.

Now i dont exaggerate here, my subconscious invents the most gorgeous women for me to follow around and fawn after.

This one was no different.

She was tall, brunette (light though it seems, dispite the fact its usually always ebony or brunette hair i dream about), hazel eyes and legs that went on for miles. She had clothes that showed every curve of her body.. and although everything was covered, didnt leave much for the imagination (probably because it was just that.. my imagination), high cheekbones, soft red lips and the look she would give me if i was caught looking.. I could have woken up then and there with shivers raking my body.

Moving on..

Remember the vines i mentioned earlier? Somehow this mystery woman and i ended up infront of the same vines, but in some sort of courtyard/room with a pool at the bottom (where the floor should have been). I was mucking about climbing up the wall with her help, moving vines and leaves for me.

I looked down and saw her giving me such a look.. I couldn't help it. I jumped from the wall, landing in the pool up to my shoulders.

She waded closer and had latched herself to my lips within seconds of my fall. Of course, if she hadn't had caught my attention so fantastically and then continued to hold on to me i do believe i would have drowned haha.

We somewhat swam/floated towards the adjacent corner, her under me now and somewhere along the lines i must have realized, despite how amazing it was at first, this kiss was different. Sort of like kissing an inexperienced interest that attempts to dive straight into french kissing?

Anyhow, as if im going to break this up.

Until.. She pulls away, gasping for breath and says.. "Whats our name? We are nothing without a name!"

Huh?

And whats more.. She said this in the voice of the guy out of Men in Black 3, Borris the animal, AND her lips somehow vanished for a split second to reveal a mouth (jaw might be a better word) that very VERY closely resembled the wolf/dog creature from Avatar that chases Jake at the start...

SERIOUSLY!!? Ruined a perfectly good dream with crazy ass shit like that!?




... I watch too many movies.. And i am really, really craving some lady kisses right now.. Ehhhh.

Seeing nothing but stars right now.

This one is still stuck in my head even though i can't remember alot of it.

It's the kind of dream you remember subconsciously but when trying to recall more about it, the only thing you can dig up is the feelings and the fact you really and truly hate that you had to wake up.

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I remember the basics. I was in a building that was familiar and yet i have never visited conscious.

There was a woman there, a woman i know personally.

She has me curious in waking hours and nervous in this moment.

I knew her face, and in all my dreams this is the only person to be so so very close to her real image, not just a face my subconscious tells me i know, or similar yet completely different. Her face was HER face.

This is the first time i've dreamed of her, at least as the main focus, i think i may recall her being in the background of a dream a few weeks ago.


She comes towards me, sweet and lovely, just as she is.

I cannot recall our conversations, or the moments without her through the dream, but i do know we were together.

Not just in the sense of area this dream took place but also we were a couple. An early couple. I do think we began in this dream actually. I know that it was early because i was still very awkward and shy.

She on the other hand oozed confidence and a courage i've only ever read about.

The kisses were real, as real as my mind made them at least, and there was no drama about if we wanted to be together or a third wheel. No no she was all for me and i all for her.

There were small fights here and there, i do believe it involved her family which i think either didn't approve of me or didn't approve of her sexuality (completely unknown to me outside of this dream by the way).

The fights set us apart. I mean that literally, she'd be there one second and the next i'd have to find her again. And when i did, all was forgiven in a heart beat.

She was so very beautiful, and i knew somewhere deep down this could not be real, she would never choose me, although i wish/wished.

I became aware of my dream and i think that is why i remember the dream, and also forget the dream.

The feeling of utter happiness is still in me, simply because we were. We just.. were.

I also still have a feeling of awe and wonder.. How could something so wonderful ever happen to me? How could my mind cook that up when i feel i would never deserve such a thing in the first place?

If there was one thing, in all my dreams, that i could pull out and place into reality, it would be that instant, when she decided to walk up to me with clear intention, and that huge amount of courage i pulled from nowhere to voice that intention i saw. If i could, i do believe.. I want to believe that such a love and a happiness would begin all over again.