To Wake Up Dazed

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The first i remember is a group and i walking to a big public pool. the pool reminds me jointly of the launceston cataract gorge and the old wind mill hill public pool. we swam for ages, around people i knew but did not. i sat for ages under the water too but i had to come up time and time again for air. most of that part of the dream was underwater.

Then i was led around the back of the swimming pool buildings by a friend or a man, i cannot be sure, to meet this seemingly sweet man. it turned out that he was a leader of a sort of mafia. i cant quite decide what his nationality was but he didnt seem to be from where we were. he specialized in using big BIG needles to get what he wanted. i mean this guy sat there deminstrating it by putting one through his lip. he didn't flinch at all. like he was getting a piercing. i watched as he put another through a mans tongue and ripped it forward, giving the man a forked tongue and so for that moment was unable to speak through the blood.

For some reason, the mafia leader then got up to go take care of "business" inside the building next to us, we were outside in some sort of courtyard, which looked alot like a temple. i followed him, i think because i was worried for the person he was meeting. he did not know i was following and yet i cannot remember ever seeing who i was following. i stopped before a door, hearing his footsteps on stairs behind it. but i froze. i couldn't go further. i couldn't even touch the door. the noises stopped and i turned and ran back. not 10 seconds after id returned, he had also come back, asking me if i had followed him through the door. i told him i hadn't even touched the door and he seemed pleased.

From there i was somehow in a theater before or just starting into a performance. the room and seats were full of people and beside me was a very close friend of mine. i cannot recall what but i was doing/making/setting up something for her. then i looked around, noticing alot of people had gone, the show, whatever it may have been, had finished too. some people walked in, wearing black. they moved towards my friend, explaining that she had to go with them. we were both upset, me over loosing her company, her over leaving me. she asked me to stand. hugging me she said she loved me, like always. i must have made some sort of noise giving away that i didnt believe her, or that it was nothing compared to the returned love. she pulled me back a little and kissed me for the briefest moment, but i felt the warmth of her lips long after. then she was gone.

Then i again, awoke.

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Meaning

You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties.

This indicates that you are experiencing some inner conflict and turmoil.

If it is close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your friend. You are seeking some intimate closeness that is lacking in some waking relationship. It may or may not signify a romantic interest for him or her.

To feel warmth in your dream, signifies contentment and satisfaction in your accomplishments. It also symbolizes hope and unconditional love.