Fright of the Night

Im not well it seems. I got up this morning and gave dad my card and some money. my stomach was churning but i thought nothing much of it but that maybe i got up too fast, which isnt true, i dawdled. 5 minutes later i return to my room, go to close the door and BAM! pass out onto my floor.

I must have hit something on my way down as well as the floor because when i heard dads voice, i was conscious of 3 things. one: my stomach was turning. two: my collar bone stung like id scratched at it or dragged it on something. and three: my head hurt so badly, in one spot, a little to the left of the back of my head was the size of an egg. im guessing that is where i hit something first. the second was where i was laying, and so must have been where i hit the floor, thus the first thing i hit must have been close to the ground for it to have taken that much of a hit with my weight behind it.

After clawing my way into bed, i tried to stay awake a little, to calm down.
when i did finally fall to sleep again 15 or so minutes later, the dream i had was enough to have me shaking all over again.

Most would think to have a falling dream after passing out like such would be their first guess, but not with me it seems.

I was in a school that im sure i was meant to attend but did not go to class. i had some sort of accident out side. one that i cant explain because i really dont know what happened. when i got up i notice two pain spots on my lower left leg and some other various cuts and scrapes on my right side.

I went about what ever i was doing and then my left leg gave an itch, i looked down and the two pain spots on my leg (which are covered by my jeans and i havent yet looked at, although i did know one was just below my knee, the other closer to my ankle) had begun to grow hot. while i watched, two spots of blood started to spread from each wound. they grew to the size of apples before i pulled up my trouser leg.

What i saw didnt seem strange then but does now, like always. the wounds weren't bleeding when i lifted my trouser leg. they were grubby but not covered, or filled for that matter, with blood. i looked closer to try and discover why wounds this small could bleed so much (they looked about 1-2cm in diameter). i looked into the closest wound and found pink mushy stuff.. think raw crab meat. i didnt understand what it was.

Then i got curious as to another feeling. i pulled up my trousers more (dont ask, it shouldn't have worked like this but in the dream it did) and found one more wound on the side of my left thigh. it was level with my navel and a gaping hole the size of a small football. once again no blood, but the amount of muscle inside the hole had been subtracted, by what i do not know. it was like someone or something had grabbed a handful and torn it out. i could still walk and so walk to my teacher i was meant to have at the time. by now i was shaking so badly i couldn't really stand and i needed an ambulance. the teacher wouldn't help me. only wanted me to take some of her work she had for everyone today because she was a substitute...... ??

And then i awoke.